In limbo
Apr 13, 2010
Yesterday, I sat through my last college class, well technically there was no stitting because it was my architecture class and we went on a trip, but you know what I mean.
I have 3 more days left of my internship.
My boyfriend has gone back to Switzerland, but will be with me in London to spend a day and half with me before I leave. I'm feeling strangely numb. Today was supposed to be his last day here before I leave, but he changed his flight for me. There were no tears today.
If I buy just a few pairs of underwear, I won't have to do laundry until I get home on April 24th.
I've been offered an internship, but it's not definite and I still need to apply. I don't want to get my hopes up, but it's definitely where I want and need to be right now.
I'm hoping to live in an apartment in Baltimore next year with a friend, but she's still looking for a job.
I'm graduating in just about a month.
I'm finally getting my own dog. He/she won't be a puppy because I don't think I can handle that right now. Sadie, I love you, but you were quite the handful when I puppy sat!
I can't wait to get home.
I've been thinking a lot about love lately- about new love, about family, about friendship and the power of saying "I love you." I've been thinking about the people who are important to me and what I want for the future.
I've been spending way too much time thinking and evaluating.
I'm ready to start the next part of my life. Please.
Comments
I hate limbo,too. But maybe in this case, the wise thing to do is to look at this as an opportunity, the time to soak up everything London while you still have the chance and put all the introspection on hold, IF you can. Keep your chin up. There's lots of good stuff heading your way, definitely, I know it!
Thinking about you. Lots of love.
This isn't limbo. This is the break between big stuff & more big stuff. Good luck, my friend.
can't wait to see you! loehmann's is definitely in your future!
You are about to embark on the best ride of your life. My 20s were a magical experience. Enjoy it!
Go girl! Enjoy your time in London and the rest of the world. The world is your oyster and please live life to the max! You deserve it and it's only you who can choose what you want to do in the near future:-)
By the way, thanks for your inspriration for my restyling on my blog the other day!
XO
Lise M.
urbanstylevibes.com
Hey Lan. So many big changes at once, it's clear that you're sad. But I think a few years ago, a switch was flicked on inside of you and ever since, you've been more and more successful. I believe in you all the way, just keep doing what you're doing and you'll be smiling again in no time. Love you.
I know this feeling.
Good luck with the possible internship!
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